乱了套了

乱了套了。

昨天割肉割了大概4万。本来一笑了之，但回到家还给人数落，而且还是给老人家数落不能反口，心里很不好受，但我能发火么？不能。能找人说么？不能，因为谁又能读懂我的心情不好是给什么造成的，谁又知道其实和股市无关？而和莫名其妙的数落有关？说出来反而落个不敬不孝之言，以为自己找个角落好好收拾一下就没事了呗，结果这样子还要给人误会。我都不出声了还要我怎样？

破烂的心情延续到今天，继续割肉1万，糊涂的操作，一切回到起点了。

事情还没完，还是有烦心事情不断的骚扰着我。

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